It's amazing that I am writing / typing this from bus service 168 which I board from Tampines.
I was from an appointment earlier at ALPS and then went to White Sands.
While I was on my way to ALPS, I received a text message from someone who use to have the hots for me. we were both young - I was 23, K was 19. Ask me out for coffee. I waited at Old Town White Coffee for K.
I never really give into my feelings for K and K is aware of that. Fast forward today, K looks so much better than the skinny person I know.
My heart skipped a beat when K greeted me. I was instantly reminded of the past. Those mushy declarations from K.
Definitely promises of a young adolescent not to be taken seriously. Somehow I felt funny when I left K at Pasir Ris MRT.
I somehow feel that K is laughing at me. The expanded me.
At 23 with a waist of 25", sharp features, I was a head turner. Now with bigger thighs and rounder face, proof of a changing lifestyle, the strings of suitors suddenly shrink and there's no one Q-ing anymore.
It's a sad truth but life goes on.
Emotionally I feel sad but hey, I'm happy.
I will get over this - eventually.
Love
Edz
I was from an appointment earlier at ALPS and then went to White Sands.
While I was on my way to ALPS, I received a text message from someone who use to have the hots for me. we were both young - I was 23, K was 19. Ask me out for coffee. I waited at Old Town White Coffee for K.
I never really give into my feelings for K and K is aware of that. Fast forward today, K looks so much better than the skinny person I know.
My heart skipped a beat when K greeted me. I was instantly reminded of the past. Those mushy declarations from K.
Definitely promises of a young adolescent not to be taken seriously. Somehow I felt funny when I left K at Pasir Ris MRT.
I somehow feel that K is laughing at me. The expanded me.
At 23 with a waist of 25", sharp features, I was a head turner. Now with bigger thighs and rounder face, proof of a changing lifestyle, the strings of suitors suddenly shrink and there's no one Q-ing anymore.
It's a sad truth but life goes on.
Emotionally I feel sad but hey, I'm happy.
I will get over this - eventually.
Love
Edz
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