Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Mixed Feelings

It's always been a mixed feelings during this period for me.

1. Will I see the month of Ramadhan again next year?
2. Will I be able to do more charitable acts?

You know whenever Ramadhan comes, I always feel funny. It seems i keep thinking of the family, the upcoming celebrations, the people who have already left us, the world as it is, the situation of other Muslims...self reflection on myself..where am i heading..what am i doing..will i be like this forever?

It's tough...

Sometime i wish i was... :)

Whatever it is, i tried to stop thinking but i cant. I have to accept that with life comes death, with wealth comes pauper, with health comes sickness and with love comes hate.

it's a vicious cycle and one has to hope for only the best.

2007 was not a good year for me...it was one of my greatest downfall,2008 was ok and 2009 seems well.

I hope by 2010 i would be ready and 2011 the launch..

what is it? i will let u keep guessing.

Hugs

Edz

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