I believe I have to apologise for blocking my blog.
I have my reasons though but i am not going to share it with you :)
Alhamdulillah, I thank Allah for giving me more time in the world, to do what i can, to contribute to the world - be it intentionally or not.
Alhamdulillah too, that there are so many challenges awaiting for me and yet, even though, i feel a bit hurt by some people's actions, i chose to ignore it totally - be it the action and the person themselves.
For your information, i am typing this from a new laptop that was bought by my dad to my youngest sister.
It has been about a week now and i can say it works well.
Last week, before the laptop was bought, i was given some unsettling news at work. It hurt me rather badly because, I felt that, i am being pushed to do things rather than some of my colleagues.
However, instead of getting upset and angry like last year, i remain calm and remain "innocent".
In my heart, i keep telling myself over and over again...."its ok Edz ..its ok...God knows what you are going thru..He will help you along the way"
But sometimes it can be very unbearable. I chose to bear with it for now.
Also do you remember the letter i wrote to my aunt about my 3 uncles...well i did not know that they have feelings after all..i thought it has died or something...
I am only human and i am giving out my thoughts. A child's contribution to his parents will end ONLY when the parents closes their eyes..Until then, an elderly parents will still have to depend on their children regardless financially, spiritually or physically.
Alhamdulillah...my parents are pretty cool. Initially mom was fuming mad..when i told her on the phone what happen...after a while she cools down..
I guess we are now preparing for "war".
Too bad uncles..i dont think you have a case against us...In life, there can only be 1 mistake - a mistake that can never be forgiven...
"The moment your parents close their eyes..if you do good towards them..u know u will have a heart full of satisfaction but if you know you have been dismissing ur responsibilities..you know u have a heart full of guilt and no amount of crying or wailing can ever reduce that.."
